The older I get, the more I seem to fear things, and my fear of heights seems to grow in waves but is generally overcome fairly easily. Once I’ve plucked the courage to look down, it passes and I’m fine.
Looking down from the roof of Newport’s Kingsway car park got the blood pumping, or I should say, kept the blood pumping after the walk up the stairs. It’s not that high, I lost count after 4 flights of stairs, but while it’s far from the highest building in Newport, it almost provides a nice view of the city and it’s the most accessible. It was really nice to chill out up there.
It’s views like this that fuel my passion for getting higher. I love seeing photos of towns and cities from up high, from rooftops, or tower cranes, but I lack the knowledge or bravery to do it.
I remember a few years back, I was passing through Swansea while the Meridian Quay tower was close to its 29 story completion. I must have driven and walked past the building no less than 10 times, looking for an entrance that would take me up to no doubt spectacular views. A broken chain link fence was peeled back slightly from the post, just enough for me to slide through. I was in the confines of the building site. This was risky and my heart was racing. Luckily, this was a few years ago, I was slightly fitter and the stairs were less of a problem. Unfinished concrete stairwells didn’t give off the luxury feel just yet. I carried on cautiously up the stairs, listening to every little noise. The crunching of grit under my shoes, the echoes of each footstep. I think It was floor 6 I got to. CLICK. Then a beeping sounding every few seconds, the kind of beep I instantly associated with an alarm. Had I triggered something? Would I get to the top floor, capture the views over this “pretty, shi**y city” and head back down in time before the hounds were released? It was doubtful. I headed back down the stairs double time. Back out of my chain link hole and casually back onto the street. I kick myself to this day. I don’t think there was security on site, very unlikely that there were hounds or killer bees to catch me and I just know that the views at the top would have been stunning. Trespassing in the UK is not a criminal offence to my knowledge, but with the amount of people around who are out to steal metal or tools, how can you prove that you’re not just out to do that? It beat me.
One day I will get really high.